It's been a little while since I've written, sorry about that. My booty call didn't call this weekend, but he called the weekend before that. He had to go out of town, but didn't go out of town until a day later than I thought he would. I'm kinda glad that he didn't call this weekend, since I have a couple of "love bites" on my neck, from someone that I went out on a date with this past week. Yep, I hope to see this new guy on Tuesday or Wednesday, he's cool.
I don't know if I'm getting a "long lasting" vibe from him or not. In a way, I kinda think that it could work. However, there is something in the back of my mind that is telling me that there isn't any way that it can work, for some reason. He's young, cute, and weird like I am- so it really should work. I can't even spare enough time to go into all of the things that we have in common. But there is that nagging feeling that it's just going to fizzle, that it just isn't going to get off the ground. I'll probably run out of patience before he's ready to commit, since he's a little shy on that type of thing. He's been hurt pretty bad before, so it takes him a while.
Bleh, I don't know. I don't know what I want, I don't think. I kinda wish that my booty call would have called, as I am not sure what it means by the fact that he didn't call me. He's called me four weekends in a row, this would have been the fifth. Does that mean that there won't be any more booty calls? Or does that just mean that there wasn't one this weekend? He gets way more out of it than I do, so I suppose that it shouldn't matter if the booty calls go on or not. I need to move forward anyway, this booty call is counter productive. I'd probably be tired of him soon anyway, I've got my reasons.
To all of the people coming here looking for various mp3s- y'all need to download Shareaza. It's what I use to get all of my music and everything else. All of the mp3s that I have listed on this site can be found with that program. If you're trying to find mp3s, don't try to find a place to download them by using a search engine. You need to download a file sharing software, that's the only way to go.
I feel like doing something crazy to my hair, like dying it bright ass red, manic panic style. Not too sure how that would go over at work, must read employee handbook again. Maybe just the top layer, that could be hidden pretty easily with some creative accessories. Yeah, fuck it, why not. I'm bored with my hair, about time to shake it up a bit. About time to shake my life up a bit, really. I was thinking about going to s&m someone this week, though it's going to be a bit of a time stretch on my part. Going to have to go out of my way, it seems. I hate going out of my way for something like that, but I haven't done anything in the scene for a while, so it might be worth it. Got to get that anger out of my system... on a cute boy. Other than that, same shit, different day.
I don't know if I'm getting a "long lasting" vibe from him or not. In a way, I kinda think that it could work. However, there is something in the back of my mind that is telling me that there isn't any way that it can work, for some reason. He's young, cute, and weird like I am- so it really should work. I can't even spare enough time to go into all of the things that we have in common. But there is that nagging feeling that it's just going to fizzle, that it just isn't going to get off the ground. I'll probably run out of patience before he's ready to commit, since he's a little shy on that type of thing. He's been hurt pretty bad before, so it takes him a while.
Bleh, I don't know. I don't know what I want, I don't think. I kinda wish that my booty call would have called, as I am not sure what it means by the fact that he didn't call me. He's called me four weekends in a row, this would have been the fifth. Does that mean that there won't be any more booty calls? Or does that just mean that there wasn't one this weekend? He gets way more out of it than I do, so I suppose that it shouldn't matter if the booty calls go on or not. I need to move forward anyway, this booty call is counter productive. I'd probably be tired of him soon anyway, I've got my reasons.
To all of the people coming here looking for various mp3s- y'all need to download Shareaza. It's what I use to get all of my music and everything else. All of the mp3s that I have listed on this site can be found with that program. If you're trying to find mp3s, don't try to find a place to download them by using a search engine. You need to download a file sharing software, that's the only way to go.
I feel like doing something crazy to my hair, like dying it bright ass red, manic panic style. Not too sure how that would go over at work, must read employee handbook again. Maybe just the top layer, that could be hidden pretty easily with some creative accessories. Yeah, fuck it, why not. I'm bored with my hair, about time to shake it up a bit. About time to shake my life up a bit, really. I was thinking about going to s&m someone this week, though it's going to be a bit of a time stretch on my part. Going to have to go out of my way, it seems. I hate going out of my way for something like that, but I haven't done anything in the scene for a while, so it might be worth it. Got to get that anger out of my system... on a cute boy. Other than that, same shit, different day.
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