Fuckin shit, I am so tired! A lot of shit has been going down at work, so I'll be working six day this week and six days next week. Yeah... I've been wanting to get back into playing EQ2 more, but it looks like I still won't be able to play very often. I'll be trying to play more than I have been, but I still won't feel like playing every day. I had Tuesday off, and did some shopping, had a good time. I had to work on my other day off, which was Wednesday. I will be getting out of work early tomorrow (Thursday, whatever), so I might go up to Athens, even though Thursday is the new Friday- so it seems.

I hate to go up there when there are so many people, as I have mentioned many times before. I swear, a lot of the time, people are looking at me funny. I don't think that I am paranoid 100% of the time, I think that they are talking about me most of the time. I changed my hair color to a red/brown color, so I think that the talk will go down a little bit. I don't look like a witch now, heh... heh. The only reason I'm paranoid is because it seems to be true a lot of the time, you know? I just knooow people are talking about me, I'm just an unusual person. I never have fit in...

If I work as much as I think that I'm going to over the next couple of weeks, I'm not going to feel bad for the money that I've spent in this last week. Or the money that I'm sure I'm going to spend after things get back to normal at work. Buying shit makes me happy when I'm upset or depressed, and I'm going to be very frustrated after working so much more than usual, so it'll be shopping spree time again.

Cripes, it's only 1:43am as I write this, and I'm already tired as fuck. -yawn- Bleh, I'm going to do some stuff and then probably relax and watch some tv. Stesssss....