Bleh, it's another one of those downturns in mood again. I went shopping in Huntington today, but only bought one thing, a game for the Nintendo DS. I was very shocked that I went shopping and only bought one thing, since I usually go a little nuts when I'm not feeling too happy and I go shopping. At times, I think that I need more friends, since I don't seem to have a companion to do anything with, much of the time. But then I think that I just want to be alone, because that's the way that I usually am... very alone. I want to talk to people, but I don't want to talk to people, it's very strange.

I should have went to Athens tonight, it probably would have been better than coming home after shopping and being bored here all night. I think that I would rather be bored in the company of people that I don't know, since there is a chance that I could meet someone really cool. Then again, there is a lot of asshattery that goes on in Athens, especially in the later days of the week- so that one is a toss up. I could be playing games here on the computer, but I don't even have the drive to do that much.

I have such a void of a social life that I don't know what to do on my days off of work. It's easy on my work days, everything is always the same. Work, internet, tv, sleep, and repeat. On my days off, I don't have anything to do, or anyone to do it with. I go by myself to a lot of places, constantly. I guess that's what happens when you only have three friends, and they all have lives.

I hate these sudden turns in mood, they are horrible. I was all horny as hell for the last few days, and now I'm all depressed-ish. Still a bit horny, still wish that bootycall would call me this weekend (hell, I'd be out the door right now if he called), but he isn't going to be around. Cripes, if bootycall wouldn't have came into the picture for a once a week thing, I would have been totally fucking bored. At least he gives me something to think about, something to look forward to. That's pretty bad when the only thing that you have to look forward to is a weekendly bootycall, and I don't even know how long that's going to last.

I need to find something to cheer myself up, I'll probably be fine, since I'll be working all weekend. It seems that I get this way more often on my days off, when I really don't have anything to do. I have work and the bootycall to occupy my mind, so I'll be alright until my next days off. Maybe I should sleep more...