I was so close to deleting my profile on the personals site just now, but I decided to keep it for the great comedy posts that come to my site because of it. Y'all get to enjoy the hilarity of these idiots that try to write me. Though it is very frustrating for me, and it makes me lose a little more faith in humanity every single day, it does make for some good comedy for y'all. Cripes, I've been in a horrible mood this week, must be because of the fact that I'll be ragging soon. That'll be the first time this year, one or two more times to go after this, ugh.

Which brings me to the fact that I gained another pound, that's 118 now. I'm so happy that I have gained weight, but I'm afraid that once I get done ragging, that I'll drop back down to 114 again. That will super piss me off, since you know how stoked I get when I gain weight. But seriously, I feel like I'm going to go nuts. People keep pissing me off this week, I've lost so many faith in humanity points this week. I don't even feel like going out anymore, which I've mentioned before.

I don't know if I'll hit up the bar tomorrow night or not. I probably will, since it's pretty calm on Sunday, and I would like to get some games of pool in. And then that will make me appreciate being at home more, which it always does. I always wish that I was at home playing Everquest 2, which makes me a super reclusive geek. I've withdrawn from my friends recently too, which isn't ever a good thing. I hate being at home, so anything that makes me like it better, is probably a good thing.

That's it for now, I'm going to talk some more to someone on messenger, and then play EQ2 until probably about eight in the morning. I made a new character on there, so I'm trying to get her up to the level of my other character. Many thanks to John Q for getting a couple of things off of my wishlist for me for Vday. Much love. Speaking of Vday, this will be my first sober Vday, can't wait to see how horrible that is going to turn out.